Blessing~ A blessing, (also used to refer to bestowing of such) is the infusion of something with holiness, spiritual redemption, divine will, or one's hope or approval (Wikipedia)............
A blessing can be as small as you finding an extra $1 in your purse/wallet or as big as you waking up this morning. Amen. The secret to blessings is staying with an attitude of gratitude. You must realize that God in all his infinite wisdom has placed you exactly where you need to be. " Everything is as it should be". The last two years have been a testing, stretching, tribulations, trial, trail seeking experience! On November 24th, I celebrated 7 years of sobriety, in spite of my situation. My faith has NEVER wavered, and I trust and I believe that God has a blessing so "epic" for me, it will be worth a legacy. Lord, knows I've spent many sleepless nights worrying about one thing or another, mostly things I had little or no control over. I've been without a job since March 3rd, 2010, but I haven't missed a beat. God supplies all my needs, and most of my wants. lol. I shall not complain!
Then there are the people, God understands that no man or woman is an island, everyone needs somebody sometime. Right? I've been so super duper blessed to have certain folks in my life, some were just passing thru, they'd served their purpose. They were either in my life to learn from me or to teach my ignorant ass a lesson. I've been able to connect with friends from elementary to high school thanks to the Internet highway aka Facebook, and other social networks. I consider it all joy, To rekindle past relationships, and communicate with family too. In this day and time, family and friends are a serious support. I wake up each morning because of Grace and of course Mercy of a loving and forgiving God. He allows me another chance to "get it together". Amen.
I want you too, to take inventory of your blessings, big and small. I want you to look around at all you've been given, and know that what was taken shall either been changed for the good or replaced 10 fold. I admit that sometimes as humans do, I question my destiny. However I know that I, and you too! are blessed in ways we can't even see yet. So when you read this, do me a huge favor and call/text/email somebody you love and care about, and tell them how your life is blessed just because they are here. Amen...............................Smooches
Sunday, November 27, 2011
Monday, November 21, 2011
#SOMERANDOMSHIT..................#2
* The Townhouse (La Cienega) is Cat Daddy central, and Maverick's Flat is the Cougar den! lol
* I've realized that my destiny is internal.
* This may just be my opinion BUT! there is a cut off age (26-28) for men to wear braids.
*Yes! faux fur is in, and it's cute ,but Please! don't pretend that it's real.
* "Life can be only what you make it
When you're feelin down
You should never fake it
Say what's on your mind
And you'll find in time
That all the negative energy
It would all cease~ Mary J. Blige
* Why do people LIE??
* I'm debating on relocating to another state. hmmmmmmm?
* I need to lose friggin 50lbs!!!
* I've said this before" You know you're too damn old! to be wearing that outfit"
* You're right! they're contacts, and this isn't really my hair (wig/weave), Yes! these are acrylic nails , and I'm wearing Spanx. BUT! Dammit I look GOOD???
* I need some major CHANGE SOON!! (The Lord is streeeeetchhhhhhing me)
* I LOVE Hotel rooms....on & off air, black-out drapes, room service, major thread count, extra pillows.
* I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up.
* WTH!? Am I suppose to do with your_____________________ass?
* McDonalds has become my new social hangout. They have FREE WiFi, and $1 sweet tea.
* bucket list continued..............#4 Become a published writer,
#5 Have a weekly advise column in a major newspaper (Why not!?)
#6 Take ALL my Sistahdiva friends on the bomb.com vacation, all expenses (well almost all!) on me. "Getting our groove back"
* I'll build the house of my dreams, and make it into a HOME..
* I wanna take a "Thelma and Louise" road trip with my 2 besties...........Sandbox and Twin! (No cliff action involved)
* I've realized that my destiny is internal.
* This may just be my opinion BUT! there is a cut off age (26-28) for men to wear braids.
*Yes! faux fur is in, and it's cute ,but Please! don't pretend that it's real.
* "Life can be only what you make it
When you're feelin down
You should never fake it
Say what's on your mind
And you'll find in time
That all the negative energy
It would all cease~ Mary J. Blige
* Why do people LIE??
* I'm debating on relocating to another state. hmmmmmmm?
* I need to lose friggin 50lbs!!!
* I've said this before" You know you're too damn old! to be wearing that outfit"
* You're right! they're contacts, and this isn't really my hair (wig/weave), Yes! these are acrylic nails , and I'm wearing Spanx. BUT! Dammit I look GOOD???
* I need some major CHANGE SOON!! (The Lord is streeeeetchhhhhhing me)
* I LOVE Hotel rooms....on & off air, black-out drapes, room service, major thread count, extra pillows.
* I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up.
* WTH!? Am I suppose to do with your_____________________ass?
* McDonalds has become my new social hangout. They have FREE WiFi, and $1 sweet tea.
* bucket list continued..............#4 Become a published writer,
#5 Have a weekly advise column in a major newspaper (Why not!?)
#6 Take ALL my Sistahdiva friends on the bomb.com vacation, all expenses (well almost all!) on me. "Getting our groove back"
* I'll build the house of my dreams, and make it into a HOME..
* I wanna take a "Thelma and Louise" road trip with my 2 besties...........Sandbox and Twin! (No cliff action involved)
Friday, November 18, 2011
When Is Enough Too Much?
#1 Enough is too much when it has you turned around and upside down..............I'm in a situation where I've actually had enough of the bullshit! I'm a star forward on the starting team, and I've been (allowed myself) put on the bench as bench warmer, not even 2nd or 3rd string! Ladies! What the hell! I'm Kobe up in this bitch, and I'm accepting this? Now Sistah's I'm confessing this because I need a swift kick in the arse. I know I'm selling myself short, but I've become complacent, and comfortable in the position, and it ain't cool. I never said I was perfect, and I damn sure am no angel. I'm human, and fuck it! a bitch gets lonely. And! don't you dare judge me. I'm just doing my best to keep it as real as possible and reveal some truths about myself, in hopes that another sistah will hear this shit, and not make the same mistakes. I have to accept my predicament, and realize that only I can change it. What will I do when/if he calls me (Oh! he will). It's been close to three years, and I'm getting exactly what I signed up for, nothing more and nothing less. I don't need to state the obvious, Sistah's you can decipher this situation. Pray for this Diva, okay. Pray that I continue to realize my value, understand my worth, and follow my destiny.
#2 Enough is too much when "they" continue to use my past to hurt and to judge me. Why? because they haven't learned to get over what my past meant to them. I have been forgiven-1st by God, and 2nd I forgive myself. I am a good mother, and a great grandmother. I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday. This Thanksgiving- 11/24th, I will be celebrating 7 years of sobriety. Trust, this was no small feat, it is ONLY by the grace and mercy of a loving and forgiving God that I am still here. I've experienced that some people will never see me as anything other than a crackhead, but that's their problem! After 7 yrs of continuous sobriety, they can kiss my ass! I have been delivered (to be set free) from crack cocaine, and life goes on. I disrespected myself during my addiction for almost 20 years, I can't allow anyone to have that power over me. I made myself a promise when I first became sober. "Anyone, Anyone, family included that threatens my sobriety or my insanity must be eliminated!" Poof asshole be gone.......................I will pray for them, and hope that one day they will receive some sort of clarity. I've had enough and it turned out to be way too much!
This blog is a safe place for me, a place of truth, a place for love, and a great format for expression. I'm happy I came, and I'm really happy that you're here to share this journey...................
#2 Enough is too much when "they" continue to use my past to hurt and to judge me. Why? because they haven't learned to get over what my past meant to them. I have been forgiven-1st by God, and 2nd I forgive myself. I am a good mother, and a great grandmother. I may not be there yet, but I'm closer than I was yesterday. This Thanksgiving- 11/24th, I will be celebrating 7 years of sobriety. Trust, this was no small feat, it is ONLY by the grace and mercy of a loving and forgiving God that I am still here. I've experienced that some people will never see me as anything other than a crackhead, but that's their problem! After 7 yrs of continuous sobriety, they can kiss my ass! I have been delivered (to be set free) from crack cocaine, and life goes on. I disrespected myself during my addiction for almost 20 years, I can't allow anyone to have that power over me. I made myself a promise when I first became sober. "Anyone, Anyone, family included that threatens my sobriety or my insanity must be eliminated!" Poof asshole be gone.......................I will pray for them, and hope that one day they will receive some sort of clarity. I've had enough and it turned out to be way too much!
This blog is a safe place for me, a place of truth, a place for love, and a great format for expression. I'm happy I came, and I'm really happy that you're here to share this journey...................
Wednesday, November 9, 2011
Sportie LAb Interview by SAM- 11/09/2011- An Interview with a DIVA
An Interview with a DIVA
on November 9th, 2011at 8:25 pm
Posted In: Chemistry of a Diva
Shaster is a DIVA. Yes that is meant to be in all caps because that’s how much of a diva she is, caps just do her more justice, a few exclamation points would do her even better. When our editor and chief Boo asked me to interview her on what it’s like to be a Diva, I was ecstatic. I need to learn a thing or two about how to up my game as a woman and Shaster is as inspirational as they come.
To understand a diva we may need a definition. According to Shaster a diva is an inner quality of strength, beauty, perseverance, life goals, a strong almost conceded independence and an acknowledgment of your power as a woman. “ A Diva is a lady, but we’re not ladies all the time. I can be a bitch, or dirty, we’re a multitude of ladies. It’s a grand thing!” In my mind I’m picturing a sexually active Elizabeth Benet from Jane Austin’s Pride and Prejudice.
“A DIVA is born!” explains Shaster when I ask her how she became this fabulousness that is diva. When I asked when she realized she had an inner diva existed, she talked about her dad. “Your environment molds your diva, my environment was real. My father was a neighborhood hustler, he instilled that I was special from infancy. Everything we had expressed individuality, from our white low rider bikes to matching helmets, we were special.” Because of him I don’t allow men I don’t know to call me names like honey, baby, princess…. That’s a term of endearment you use for a mate, not just any woman off the street.”
When I first thought of diva, I thought of a strong woman with too much attitude, Shaster explains that’s not what it’s about at all. “You do what you have to, not what you want to do. I always follow through on commitments and yes, I can be a bitch but never in a malicious way. If I do something that hurts someone I care about, I will apologize because I care more about you than the fact that I’m right.”
Still confused I ask again if bitch and diva go hand and hand. She explains that the love you receive on your birthday and your deathbed says who you are as a person. “I just had the best birthday a diva could ever have! It was my day and it was everything I’ve always wanted and more, you know if my future husband walked in that would make it better, but everything was perfect. I’m still thanking the over 100 people on Facebook that acknowledged me for being me! It’s important because of all the struggles I’ve gone through, everything is as it should be at 50.”
Being a strong independent woman can be lonely and hard. “I don’t have the privilege of being able to say, f*ck it I’m done. I’ve always been strong for everyone; I’m not going to fall apart because I’m having a bad day, or even a bad couple of years! I’m constantly recreating myself, but I’m always a diva.”
In my experience it seems like strength and loneliness go hand and hand. As I’ve grown older, I’ve also grown harsher; men don’t exactly hop on the emotionally inept train. Shaster seems to be in the same boat, “I used to be on the prowl and you have there holidays and lonely days, I’m deciding at 50 that I’m done looking for a man; I’m looking at the bible. Proverb 18.22 says, “He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord.” It’s time for my husband to find me; I did meet someone on Saturday, he’s great but I’m taking it slow. I honestly don’t want anything material but I do need something that’s spiritual, emotional and physical. I believe that when you know you know, but it would be really nice if God just shined a big spotlight on his head with a giant arrow, it’s him!” Being a strong independent woman can be threatening to men, “ If you seem like I can run you over, I will, it’s the diva in me.” Shaster is looking for her equal, someone that is stronger than her inner diva, to be a man of the house who allows her to be who she is; I think we can all agree that it’s difficult for everyone to find that perfect balance in a partnership, but being an independent woman, it’s even more so.
Shaster just launched a new divalicious blog, http://sistahfairydiva.blogspot.com/. “I talk about funny shit, serious shit, my thoughts, memories and expressions. More will be reveled as time goes on; I just want people to hear my story.” Shaster is truly an inspirational figure, a former drug addict and single mother who took the bull by the horns and got help. “I should be dead! But I’m not and I’m doing well; people who have been like me need to see what I’ve accomplished. If I’ve touched one person by what I do, then I’m touched. ”
Being an outstanding mother, Shaster also wants to leave a legacy for her children, this blog will help them understand her completely at the end of the journey. “I want my kids to look back and say, “Damn, my mom did that or she is that” this blog is for them.”” I think we can all appreciate that, my mother is one of my best friends and I would never regret knower her better.
Please check out Shaster’s blog! Her undying strength is truly inspirational and we can all learn a thing or two about being an ultimate diva.
To understand a diva we may need a definition. According to Shaster a diva is an inner quality of strength, beauty, perseverance, life goals, a strong almost conceded independence and an acknowledgment of your power as a woman. “ A Diva is a lady, but we’re not ladies all the time. I can be a bitch, or dirty, we’re a multitude of ladies. It’s a grand thing!” In my mind I’m picturing a sexually active Elizabeth Benet from Jane Austin’s Pride and Prejudice.
“A DIVA is born!” explains Shaster when I ask her how she became this fabulousness that is diva. When I asked when she realized she had an inner diva existed, she talked about her dad. “Your environment molds your diva, my environment was real. My father was a neighborhood hustler, he instilled that I was special from infancy. Everything we had expressed individuality, from our white low rider bikes to matching helmets, we were special.” Because of him I don’t allow men I don’t know to call me names like honey, baby, princess…. That’s a term of endearment you use for a mate, not just any woman off the street.”
When I first thought of diva, I thought of a strong woman with too much attitude, Shaster explains that’s not what it’s about at all. “You do what you have to, not what you want to do. I always follow through on commitments and yes, I can be a bitch but never in a malicious way. If I do something that hurts someone I care about, I will apologize because I care more about you than the fact that I’m right.”
Still confused I ask again if bitch and diva go hand and hand. She explains that the love you receive on your birthday and your deathbed says who you are as a person. “I just had the best birthday a diva could ever have! It was my day and it was everything I’ve always wanted and more, you know if my future husband walked in that would make it better, but everything was perfect. I’m still thanking the over 100 people on Facebook that acknowledged me for being me! It’s important because of all the struggles I’ve gone through, everything is as it should be at 50.”
Being a strong independent woman can be lonely and hard. “I don’t have the privilege of being able to say, f*ck it I’m done. I’ve always been strong for everyone; I’m not going to fall apart because I’m having a bad day, or even a bad couple of years! I’m constantly recreating myself, but I’m always a diva.”
In my experience it seems like strength and loneliness go hand and hand. As I’ve grown older, I’ve also grown harsher; men don’t exactly hop on the emotionally inept train. Shaster seems to be in the same boat, “I used to be on the prowl and you have there holidays and lonely days, I’m deciding at 50 that I’m done looking for a man; I’m looking at the bible. Proverb 18.22 says, “He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord.” It’s time for my husband to find me; I did meet someone on Saturday, he’s great but I’m taking it slow. I honestly don’t want anything material but I do need something that’s spiritual, emotional and physical. I believe that when you know you know, but it would be really nice if God just shined a big spotlight on his head with a giant arrow, it’s him!” Being a strong independent woman can be threatening to men, “ If you seem like I can run you over, I will, it’s the diva in me.” Shaster is looking for her equal, someone that is stronger than her inner diva, to be a man of the house who allows her to be who she is; I think we can all agree that it’s difficult for everyone to find that perfect balance in a partnership, but being an independent woman, it’s even more so.
Shaster just launched a new divalicious blog, http://sistahfairydiva.blogspot.com/. “I talk about funny shit, serious shit, my thoughts, memories and expressions. More will be reveled as time goes on; I just want people to hear my story.” Shaster is truly an inspirational figure, a former drug addict and single mother who took the bull by the horns and got help. “I should be dead! But I’m not and I’m doing well; people who have been like me need to see what I’ve accomplished. If I’ve touched one person by what I do, then I’m touched. ”
Being an outstanding mother, Shaster also wants to leave a legacy for her children, this blog will help them understand her completely at the end of the journey. “I want my kids to look back and say, “Damn, my mom did that or she is that” this blog is for them.”” I think we can all appreciate that, my mother is one of my best friends and I would never regret knower her better.
Please check out Shaster’s blog! Her undying strength is truly inspirational and we can all learn a thing or two about being an ultimate diva.
#SOMERANDOMSHIT.................#1
* A Nigga will ask you absolutely ANYTHING!! - "Will you", "Can I, "Do you" etc.....................
* Do people have to post their every friggin move on fb? isn't that what Twitter is for?
* ONE inspirational or motivational quote post per day is adequate, not every minute on the hour. (Shall we pray?)
* If you knew my "truth" would you still be my friend?"
* I CANNOT!! BELIEVE THERE WILL BE NO LAKER BALL!!!
* How many fucking Metro lines is enough?
* I am totally convinced that my husband is out there looking for me right now.
* I want it all, new socks and drawers!
* My first sexual experience is a blur.(Don't judge me!)
* I am slowly becoming my mother...........Shit!
* I am attracted to tall, chocolate, intelligent, cuddly, romantic, chivalrous, family oriented brothas.
* Is it cliche to say I love long walks on the beach?
* I absolutely LOVE being a woman!
* I am a blessed and grateful recovered crack cocaine addict.
* I now realize had my father been a "parent", I would have made better choices in men.
* My 50th Birthday party was my "Coming Out" ball.
* I'd like to thank the father's of my children for three crazy ass sons- I wouldn't trade em' 4 nothing.
* "If I could I'd give you the world, and wrap it all around you"
* My granddaughter Mariah Elyse is the true love of my life.
* I wish I would've spent more time with my grandmothers; Dorothy <3 and Mary Alice <3
* Did you know that good friends are really hard to find?
* I am going to make a bucket list.
* # 1 on bucket list- Go to New York City!
* # 2 on bucket list- Visit Graceland. (Don't judge me!)
* # 3 on bucket list - Visit Memphis (Beale Street)..............more will be revealed.
* I'm trying to learn to accept myself.
* Do people have to post their every friggin move on fb? isn't that what Twitter is for?
* ONE inspirational or motivational quote post per day is adequate, not every minute on the hour. (Shall we pray?)
* If you knew my "truth" would you still be my friend?"
* I CANNOT!! BELIEVE THERE WILL BE NO LAKER BALL!!!
* How many fucking Metro lines is enough?
* I am totally convinced that my husband is out there looking for me right now.
* I want it all, new socks and drawers!
* My first sexual experience is a blur.(Don't judge me!)
* I am slowly becoming my mother...........Shit!
* I am attracted to tall, chocolate, intelligent, cuddly, romantic, chivalrous, family oriented brothas.
* Is it cliche to say I love long walks on the beach?
* I absolutely LOVE being a woman!
* I am a blessed and grateful recovered crack cocaine addict.
* I now realize had my father been a "parent", I would have made better choices in men.
* My 50th Birthday party was my "Coming Out" ball.
* I'd like to thank the father's of my children for three crazy ass sons- I wouldn't trade em' 4 nothing.
* "If I could I'd give you the world, and wrap it all around you"
* My granddaughter Mariah Elyse is the true love of my life.
* I wish I would've spent more time with my grandmothers; Dorothy <3 and Mary Alice <3
* Did you know that good friends are really hard to find?
* I am going to make a bucket list.
* # 1 on bucket list- Go to New York City!
* # 2 on bucket list- Visit Graceland. (Don't judge me!)
* # 3 on bucket list - Visit Memphis (Beale Street)..............more will be revealed.
* I'm trying to learn to accept myself.
Monday, November 7, 2011
What's Next Disneyland? Lmbo
Okay! I'm here with an update on the countdown to this damn birthday weekend celebration! I've made all my arraignments, Maverick's Flats-check, LAX Hilton-check, Enterprise car rental reservation-check, cute fits for every day-check, 1 case of Mount Teman Root drinks- double check! I'm packed and ready to rumble.
"That's that Bullsh*t again!" Somebody better tell this crazy ass old women I do not play when it comes to my birthday.!!!!!-(mid-day flash! the so-called coordinator needs better communication skills!)
Okay I'm back....................
The party was AWESOME! OMG!!! I had the best Diva-licious birthday weekend any Diva in my tax bracket could hope for, I got everything I wanted (Well............almost is still good enough. Right?)
My friends, my dawgs, and especially my DIVAS! came through and made it happen. Friday night we turned out the Comedy Union Comedy Club, I had em' screaming out my name from center stage. The entire club sang "Happy Birthday" to me and one other patron. My rental car agent gave me a hell of a deal on luxury car: 2011 Mercedes Benz MLK 350! The LAX Hilton comped me valet parking, Then Miss April Hicks of "Facial Expressions by ASH" came to my hotel room and got a sistah DIVA ready for the evening! We partied like it was 1977, 1978, 1979, 1980........I felt like I was at the noon dance back at THE MONT! This was the best birthday ever! I had all my sistah's with me:Rosanda (Sandbox bff Diva), Dedra (Diva Twin), Chynna (Queen Diva), Marilyn (O.G. Diva), Linda (Jazz Diva), LaTanya (Sigma Diva), Saundra (AM Diva), Felicia (Blondie Diva), Star Child (Tina Diva aka Mister), Charmel (Shoe Diva), Sheila (Love Diva) etc. there were so many Divas, Queens, and Sistah's in the house-Black Girls Rock!!! My birthday buddy Joyce (Lavender Diva) was holding down her section of the V.I.P. as well. We shut the place down............
I always say there are two moments in life when your truth is known; the celebration of your birth and your death. My life was truly celebrated, I was honored and deeply touched by all the love I received this weekend. I just want to say next year.................We doing the same Damn thang!!!
Diva-licious Kisses............Muah!
"That's that Bullsh*t again!" Somebody better tell this crazy ass old women I do not play when it comes to my birthday.!!!!!-(mid-day flash! the so-called coordinator needs better communication skills!)
Okay I'm back....................
The party was AWESOME! OMG!!! I had the best Diva-licious birthday weekend any Diva in my tax bracket could hope for, I got everything I wanted (Well............almost is still good enough. Right?)
My friends, my dawgs, and especially my DIVAS! came through and made it happen. Friday night we turned out the Comedy Union Comedy Club, I had em' screaming out my name from center stage. The entire club sang "Happy Birthday" to me and one other patron. My rental car agent gave me a hell of a deal on luxury car: 2011 Mercedes Benz MLK 350! The LAX Hilton comped me valet parking, Then Miss April Hicks of "Facial Expressions by ASH" came to my hotel room and got a sistah DIVA ready for the evening! We partied like it was 1977, 1978, 1979, 1980........I felt like I was at the noon dance back at THE MONT! This was the best birthday ever! I had all my sistah's with me:Rosanda (Sandbox bff Diva), Dedra (Diva Twin), Chynna (Queen Diva), Marilyn (O.G. Diva), Linda (Jazz Diva), LaTanya (Sigma Diva), Saundra (AM Diva), Felicia (Blondie Diva), Star Child (Tina Diva aka Mister), Charmel (Shoe Diva), Sheila (Love Diva) etc. there were so many Divas, Queens, and Sistah's in the house-Black Girls Rock!!! My birthday buddy Joyce (Lavender Diva) was holding down her section of the V.I.P. as well. We shut the place down............
I always say there are two moments in life when your truth is known; the celebration of your birth and your death. My life was truly celebrated, I was honored and deeply touched by all the love I received this weekend. I just want to say next year.................We doing the same Damn thang!!!
Diva-licious Kisses............Muah!
Wednesday, November 2, 2011
Friggin 50 and Fabulous! Loving it...........
The count down has officially started............ Sunday was my sister's birthday, and we are the same age for exactly one week (I know my Dad & Mom weren't messing around). I know that in a few days, I'll be celebrating a birthday too. I'm super excited! As children, my mom treated our birthday's like our very own personal holiday. But! this here birthday coming up, this one here, is the ONE! I'm going to be fabulous, fantastic, funky, freaky 50 years old. I'm emotional, and my feelings are all over the damn place. I'm blessed, and if you knew my testimony, than you'd already know, and if you don't know, then some more shit will be revealed later. Promise.
You see technically I'm really not suppose to be here, I mean here as in alive vs dead or free vs imprisoned. God had other plans for me,through divine intervention my path was shifted. God has a divine destiny for everyone. The plan is not to question His plan for your life, but to be as prepared as possible for the plan. If left up to my own devices, I'd be up shits creek without a paddle or a fucking boat.
"I may be Poor, I may be black, I may even be ugly, but dammit I'm here............I'm here, and I'm ready to get some shit started- (in my 2011 Celie voice)
Thank God!
You see technically I'm really not suppose to be here, I mean here as in alive vs dead or free vs imprisoned. God had other plans for me,through divine intervention my path was shifted. God has a divine destiny for everyone. The plan is not to question His plan for your life, but to be as prepared as possible for the plan. If left up to my own devices, I'd be up shits creek without a paddle or a fucking boat.
"I may be Poor, I may be black, I may even be ugly, but dammit I'm here............I'm here, and I'm ready to get some shit started- (in my 2011 Celie voice)
Thank God!
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