Won’t He do it? God can/will show up and get your
attention. No! He will demand your attention. Straight up! Lord, I have been
STRETCHED. It’s been over a week since I lost my keys, and it has truly been a
humbling experience. What’s the lesson in all this fuckery; I ain’t got a clue.
But! There’s got to be a lesson in all this. Right? Was it to teach me to be more careful and to pay
closer attention to my surroundings (something I’m always stressing to my sons)
or maybe I needed to change something? God in all his majesty don’t allow
things to just happen. Trust me! Every follicle on your scalp stuff is for real.
This humbling adventure has touched me in some precarious ways; financially
(car key almost $400), physically- I have been catching the bus (certainly no
problem there), working this chunky body, and getting some much needed
exercise, emotionally; stressing and fretting . That drains my energy and messes
with my faith. I don’t like to operate in fear/ doubt. Spiritually! I’ve been having some seriously deep
conversations with God, and Self. I get
emotional when I think of the goodness of Jesus. I talk with God on a daily
basis, a simple “Thank you Jesus” or one of those outta body surreal soul searching
talking out loud Holy Ghost conversations. This travesty of this conundrum has
increased my territory. I swear my faith territory has become epic. Fearless
Faith. I am reminded everyday that I am God’s child; with/ through Him I have
slain and defeated much larger giants. Hello! Drug Addiction. I am a Survivor.
I am a walking testimony. A miracle manifested through God’s love. More than
Most things, I’m grateful to be able to go through this knowing it’s already
alright. Humility has allowed me to revisit the miracles and promises of God.
Real talk. No bullcrap.
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